But I love him anyways! :)
We got a crib for him finally, from some of our great friends at one of our Baby Showers. It is SO cute!! We are trying to be moved into Justin's parents by the 15th.... that way if I happen to have Jaydon early, we will be able to relax with everything over at the parents house already. My next appointment is on my birthday, the 8th, we will see how things are looking. If I have dilated anymore or not.
So other than thinking about how I could go into labor literally at any time, we are in the process of moving into Justin's parents house, Justin hasn't worked in over two weeks, I have been working as much Overtime as I can get to make up the difference, we aren't able to get Unemployment to cover while Justin hasn't been working, when I do go on maternity leave my wages drop to only 60% of what they are now..... I have a fear that Justin is going to get called to go out of town for work, and then I am going to go into labor, and today, the hubbs hurt his back to the point that he can hardly move. Just wonderful.
I wish there were a limit to how many times things can go wrong in your life, and they have to be passed on to someone who hasn't had anything bad happen to them for a long long while. I was hoping that this past year would be enough and things would start going up when Justin got Elevators back the beginning of July, but boy was the joke on us.
One of the only good things that has happened in the past month, was that I got a bonus from my work, and we were able to pay off two more of Justin's credit cards. However, I was hoping that I could have paid off four instead of the two. But with the way money is falling right now, that just isn't going to happen unfortunately. Oh well I guess, that's why we're moving in with the parents, that way we can hopefully pay off more credit cards and not move out until we get into a house.
I am hoping things will pick up and go better from here on out..... Crossing my fingers.
